Brains suck...
Apr. 25th, 2019 09:40 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I really hate having a brain; why is this mandatory?
I spent yesterday having a severe breakdown, probably due to a cPTSD trigger, that makes so little sense I don't think I can explain it.
But a sizable portion of my brain just wishes I was dead so I wouldn't have to deal with neurotypicals, loud music, gender, being circumcised, etc...I'm not in any actual danger, though, just miserable.
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Date: 2019-04-25 03:51 pm (UTC)I am glad you are not dead. I am glad you are in my life to talk about rituals, and trains, and gender, and sisterhood and friendship. I'm sorry your brain is being cruel, you do not deserve that misery.
<3
~Sor
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Date: 2019-04-25 05:13 pm (UTC)it really sucks that tuesday night was such a mess, wish i could give you a hug in person. can i text you some cat pics?
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Date: 2019-04-25 06:42 pm (UTC)